First of i wanna say is...
SAMANTHA is stupid...
she didnt even know how to spell my name
2nd thing i wanna say is...
My life is very boring...
Gaming all day long
lose lose win win
3rd thing i wanna say is
I LOVE HER so much!!!!!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
2 days without her
50 hours without her...
i miss her so much...
but some how life goes on =(
i dont know how am i suppose to survive without her any longer
i think i'm going crazy missing her
o and today is rach's bday^^
forget to wish her in the morning
so i wish just now haha
games are getting bored...cuz whneva i finish a game i usually chat wit my baby boo
but she's on a vacation
should be happy for her cuz i bet she's having a good time there =)
Friday, September 11, 2009
This is what she feels all the time
i dono wat to say...i...
all i can say is i'm sorry.......
maybe were not meant to be together
if we are we should be happy together and not crying
i finally felt how much it hurts whn someone u love did something u didnt expected
i really love u alot...but maybe we're not meant to be together after all
since form 1 till now i never shed tears until thos moment.......
i fealt the feeling u feel all the time from me......
all i ever wanted is to make u happy and be mine...
now tht chance is slowly fading away...
i don wanna hurt u no more...
but i don wanna stop loving u...
but i have to let u go...
i really dono if its the right choice...
all i know if i let u go...
its the last time i'm gonna hurt u...
i really love u alot =(
Saturday, August 29, 2009
maybe dont forgive me is best
i'm apologize to her but she's ignoring me
maybe thts a good thing to do
maybe i should dissappear from her life
so i woulndn't hurt her anymore
maybe i shoulnd't have known her in the first place
maybe i shouldn't have ask zhao yee to intro me to her frens
maybe i shouldn't even come out to this world
my life now is tearing apart
i really love her but why am i hurting her?
the whole day i'm grieving but when she onlined
i didnt say anything
but instead asked my fren to tell her what i wanna say to her
maybe we should go our separate ways
maybe we're not meant to be together
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i'm speechless
the words tht i said
i didnt mean it
pls forgive me
I'm Sorry
Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back. I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
This time I think, I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
Every single day, I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried It's never too late to make it right Oh yeah
Sorry I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your soutonds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
i never mean to hurt u at all...i was the one always easily angried whn being disturd...i didnt mean to say those words to u...i'm always the one hurting u...why? why? why?
i love u really much but y am i still hurting u?
hurting u and again...i'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back. I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
This time I think, I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
Every single day, I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried It's never too late to make it right Oh yeah
Sorry I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your soutonds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
i never mean to hurt u at all...i was the one always easily angried whn being disturd...i didnt mean to say those words to u...i'm always the one hurting u...why? why? why?
i love u really much but y am i still hurting u?
hurting u and again...i'm sorry
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Jerk!
i got bored and decide to read her blog...as i was reading her 2nd blog i feel so so bad...i didnt know i was being a jerk to her...i just feel so sad...she was crying whn i was emo for no reason and i lied to her tht i was just jk on the next morning...
i'm really really sorry...plz forgive me =(
i'm really really sorry...plz forgive me =(
Thursday, August 20, 2009
1st time this month =D
i don even know whn i last update this blog
life's been busy and pmr is only 47 more days left...and no i'm not counting the days...i saw it on the board =)
i'll try...TRY my best to update this blog whneva i have the time
o btw i met HER today in ou...i thought i was the one panicing and shy till i'm speechless...but she's the one shy haha
whn i saw her heartbeat get faster and faster...hands suddenly feel cold so i out my hand in my pockets...or maybe i was nervous lol
anyways 1st time we met...didnt really go like wat i think it will...sad...
maybe i should practise more on talking to other girls lol
life's been busy and pmr is only 47 more days left...and no i'm not counting the days...i saw it on the board =)
i'll try...TRY my best to update this blog whneva i have the time
o btw i met HER today in ou...i thought i was the one panicing and shy till i'm speechless...but she's the one shy haha
whn i saw her heartbeat get faster and faster...hands suddenly feel cold so i out my hand in my pockets...or maybe i was nervous lol
anyways 1st time we met...didnt really go like wat i think it will...sad...
maybe i should practise more on talking to other girls lol
Friday, July 31, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
1 week in skool after holidays
the first 2 days is HELL!!! 1 reason...cant wake up lol
used to sleep at 3 in the morning and waking up at mid day...
its been so long since a last update my blog haha sorry about tht =)
cant really think about anything to write now...i dont even know why but i suddenly no mood and it suck!
used to sleep at 3 in the morning and waking up at mid day...
its been so long since a last update my blog haha sorry about tht =)
cant really think about anything to write now...i dont even know why but i suddenly no mood and it suck!
Friday, June 12, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
I need songs =D
Without music life is shit...deep shit xD
anyways...i cant think of any songs to download anymore so i need your help to recommend me some songs
i found out this song but its kinda old
Jason Mraz - Geek in the pink
anyways...i cant think of any songs to download anymore so i need your help to recommend me some songs
i found out this song but its kinda old
Jason Mraz - Geek in the pink
tell me any songs...english , chinese , tamil , any language xD
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Painful Bday Celebration!
its fun at the start bcuz i was in my frens house swimming/becoming a kid playing water xD
after a few hours jumping down from this high place it get boring and shit so my fres say we should go tto the big pool....my first expresion is : i cant swim in a big pool! its deep and i cant float!
but on the way walking there...i walk by this jakuzi(dono how to spell it) to cross to another side....i didnt know there was a steep place in there so i was like walking walking and sudenly i twisted my ankle and i was like scream F*ck F*ck F*ck but not out loud cuz other ppl are having a party lol
after awhile...i feel ok i can move but still can feel the pain a lil bit...
and whn we were at the first pool...we get bored and my fren Shawn say : 'hey danny...why dont we pull the chair in the pool...we can sit on it' and of course my crazy danny says ok...so we look around to see if there is any guard and we drag it in....after we drag it in...1 chair isn't enough....so we drag in another chair haha
thn whn were playing...thn sudddenly i saw this F*cked faced guy keep staring at us...don even know wats his F*cking sh*t problem....after half an hour or so he jump in the pool and swim...thn at tht point we got bored so we climb up this so called shade above our head and jump in the pool xD
was very fun but the water always enter my nose =(
so tht guy saw us jump so he climb up the thig to tryit for himself too...he was like standing there for so long...i dono how long...maybe 5-10 minutes looking around like a dumb ass he is thn he finally jump.....which i don really care....thn we headed to the big pool...i cant help but notice tht F*cked Faced guy was following us =.=
after tht we went up my frens house to get some towel to bath
whn we're at the changing room...danny's hyperness came back and he was shouting in the changing room for no reasons =.=
everybody outside can here him shouting which is embarasing so i closed the door haha
thn danny adjust the shower head just enough to spray the bathroom next to him...cuz there was only 2 bathroom and 2toilets in the changing room...
they started spraying each other and i dowan to get in the mess so i went out wit farhan's bro faizal....and he was playing danny's iphone...thn whn i went in again farhan was like : 'poon! look at wtf they did to the lights' abviously i looked up and the light were dripping wet =.=
after bathing finish we went up to farhan's house again to return the towel and we came down to have some pizza's at Domino's....while we're waiting i got bored so i buy a deck of cards...after a game of BIG 2 (cho dai di) i was the winner and so danny pushed all the cards at shawn and unluckily 1 of the card drop down.....and we cant reach it cuz it was between 2 wood planks...and abviously i was like scolding F*ck again and again to danny lol
after we finished the pizza we went up to farhan's house AGIAN but this time to play ps2 xD
it was like 10 minutes until danny's mum called and say she was downstairs so we all go down to domino's to wait for our parents (Shawn n' me)
after my parents came to fetch me straight to ampang to some korean restaurant to celebrate my bday...on the way there i changed in the car xD including my pants...
after we reach there my leg wasn't feeling as shitty as now (whn i'm typing this)
i hate bday songs and taking picture and my frens say i'm weird but i agree with it haha
after the first dish (chicken) here comes 2 more dishes....whn i look at it, it was all red...meaning its spicy...i hate spicy foods but they ordeered it....so i finish the chicken and nothing else left for me to it so i started sms-ing my frens....thn i heard my dad say : 'all he know is how to sms sms sms' and of course i 'dulan' him and get angry and luckily they didnt sing the dumb song i heard every year for the past 14 years....whn i get out the restaurant thn only i felt my ankle is about to break...it was so f*cking pain but i didnt weep like a baby =)
whn i reach home...the first thing i do is head for my bedroom haha luckily it was a condo so i don have to walk up the stairs...
and thts all i can remember about my shitty bday xD
after a few hours jumping down from this high place it get boring and shit so my fres say we should go tto the big pool....my first expresion is : i cant swim in a big pool! its deep and i cant float!
but on the way walking there...i walk by this jakuzi(dono how to spell it) to cross to another side....i didnt know there was a steep place in there so i was like walking walking and sudenly i twisted my ankle and i was like scream F*ck F*ck F*ck but not out loud cuz other ppl are having a party lol
after awhile...i feel ok i can move but still can feel the pain a lil bit...
and whn we were at the first pool...we get bored and my fren Shawn say : 'hey danny...why dont we pull the chair in the pool...we can sit on it' and of course my crazy danny says ok...so we look around to see if there is any guard and we drag it in....after we drag it in...1 chair isn't enough....so we drag in another chair haha
thn whn were playing...thn sudddenly i saw this F*cked faced guy keep staring at us...don even know wats his F*cking sh*t problem....after half an hour or so he jump in the pool and swim...thn at tht point we got bored so we climb up this so called shade above our head and jump in the pool xD
was very fun but the water always enter my nose =(
so tht guy saw us jump so he climb up the thig to tryit for himself too...he was like standing there for so long...i dono how long...maybe 5-10 minutes looking around like a dumb ass he is thn he finally jump.....which i don really care....thn we headed to the big pool...i cant help but notice tht F*cked Faced guy was following us =.=
after tht we went up my frens house to get some towel to bath
whn we're at the changing room...danny's hyperness came back and he was shouting in the changing room for no reasons =.=
everybody outside can here him shouting which is embarasing so i closed the door haha
thn danny adjust the shower head just enough to spray the bathroom next to him...cuz there was only 2 bathroom and 2toilets in the changing room...
they started spraying each other and i dowan to get in the mess so i went out wit farhan's bro faizal....and he was playing danny's iphone...thn whn i went in again farhan was like : 'poon! look at wtf they did to the lights' abviously i looked up and the light were dripping wet =.=
after bathing finish we went up to farhan's house again to return the towel and we came down to have some pizza's at Domino's....while we're waiting i got bored so i buy a deck of cards...after a game of BIG 2 (cho dai di) i was the winner and so danny pushed all the cards at shawn and unluckily 1 of the card drop down.....and we cant reach it cuz it was between 2 wood planks...and abviously i was like scolding F*ck again and again to danny lol
after we finished the pizza we went up to farhan's house AGIAN but this time to play ps2 xD
it was like 10 minutes until danny's mum called and say she was downstairs so we all go down to domino's to wait for our parents (Shawn n' me)
after my parents came to fetch me straight to ampang to some korean restaurant to celebrate my bday...on the way there i changed in the car xD including my pants...
after we reach there my leg wasn't feeling as shitty as now (whn i'm typing this)
i hate bday songs and taking picture and my frens say i'm weird but i agree with it haha
after the first dish (chicken) here comes 2 more dishes....whn i look at it, it was all red...meaning its spicy...i hate spicy foods but they ordeered it....so i finish the chicken and nothing else left for me to it so i started sms-ing my frens....thn i heard my dad say : 'all he know is how to sms sms sms' and of course i 'dulan' him and get angry and luckily they didnt sing the dumb song i heard every year for the past 14 years....whn i get out the restaurant thn only i felt my ankle is about to break...it was so f*cking pain but i didnt weep like a baby =)
whn i reach home...the first thing i do is head for my bedroom haha luckily it was a condo so i don have to walk up the stairs...
and thts all i can remember about my shitty bday xD
Monday, June 1, 2009
Part 2 canceled =(
i was suppose to ponteng skool on friday too buy due to some dumb b*tch who told teacher she saw me i get all angry and didnt want to go skool....or maybe i was scared =
anyways...today i ma bday xD
and yesterday i just watched TERMINATOR SALVATION...its f*cking awesome!!!
and u get too see the old terminator (arnold schwarzenegger) for a couple of minute near the end of the movie haha
i bet xin ning love his body xD muscle man!
anyways....i've made a new acc in GG...so add me at Mcc00ff0000D ....all the zeroes are for the colour...don get freaked out if u see same McD pplz but wit differen colour...those are my fren haha danny and me wanted to make a clan named [McD] lol and i choose my name to be [McD]Nugget HAHAHAHAHA such a nice name...thn after i created tht acc thn thn say i wanna change name....i was like thinking...WTF?! but luckily i have i dono how many emails i got...more thn 8 i think haha
thts it for now and i'll update this evening whn i got home =) byebye
anyways...today i ma bday xD
and yesterday i just watched TERMINATOR SALVATION...its f*cking awesome!!!
and u get too see the old terminator (arnold schwarzenegger) for a couple of minute near the end of the movie haha
i bet xin ning love his body xD muscle man!
anyways....i've made a new acc in GG...so add me at Mcc00ff0000D ....all the zeroes are for the colour...don get freaked out if u see same McD pplz but wit differen colour...those are my fren haha danny and me wanted to make a clan named [McD] lol and i choose my name to be [McD]Nugget HAHAHAHAHA such a nice name...thn after i created tht acc thn thn say i wanna change name....i was like thinking...WTF?! but luckily i have i dono how many emails i got...more thn 8 i think haha
thts it for now and i'll update this evening whn i got home =) byebye
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Ponteng Skool part 1
hmmmmm
i dono why did i ponteng skool today...maybe its bcuz my fren, daniel, ask me to....but i'm already gonna ponteng my skool tmr cuz my skool is having a celebration for teacher's day....which i don really give shit about my teachers...
i'm sweating like a pig cuz i took a long way to come to this cc (QUAS) instead of taking a shortcut by climbing a tall wall haha
i been msg my fren so many times but she didnt reply...starting to make me worried aboput her LOL
today is my last day of exam but i'm having holidays wqay earlier thn my other frens xD
o and my bday is coming soon!!! woohooo!!!
i planned to go out wit this chick on my bday...and its my first time asking the girl i like to go out =.= kinda akward if i go alone on my first time...so i asked my best fren to teman me LOL
1 hour later
this is my saddest day of my dota history...becoming dog food for ppl HAHAHAHAHA
kinda bored....always playing dota =(
anywayz...i wanna continue my dota so i'll update u guys tmr^^ bye bye
i dono why did i ponteng skool today...maybe its bcuz my fren, daniel, ask me to....but i'm already gonna ponteng my skool tmr cuz my skool is having a celebration for teacher's day....which i don really give shit about my teachers...
i'm sweating like a pig cuz i took a long way to come to this cc (QUAS) instead of taking a shortcut by climbing a tall wall haha
i been msg my fren so many times but she didnt reply...starting to make me worried aboput her LOL
today is my last day of exam but i'm having holidays wqay earlier thn my other frens xD
o and my bday is coming soon!!! woohooo!!!
i planned to go out wit this chick on my bday...and its my first time asking the girl i like to go out =.= kinda akward if i go alone on my first time...so i asked my best fren to teman me LOL
1 hour later
this is my saddest day of my dota history...becoming dog food for ppl HAHAHAHAHA
kinda bored....always playing dota =(
anywayz...i wanna continue my dota so i'll update u guys tmr^^ bye bye
Monday, May 25, 2009
HOT! HOT! HOT!
As all of u guys know...our tiny wittle earth is having a global warming. so plz just stop using your aircond...its the least u could do!
i'm sweating in front of my laptop like a pig!
3 more days thn i will finish my mid year exam!!! WOOHOO!!!
and i bet on thrusday afternoon all the geeks online and its DOTA FEST!
right after exam is over...thn few more days its my borthday! xD hope my frens remember it =(
anyways...i finish my chinese papar 1 in just....5 minutes O.O cuz i just colour my nice empty answer paper with 40 dots HAHAHA
which is kinda bored cuz i finish way earlier thn my frens...so i started to talk to my frens which teacher don really mind cuz i'm talking to a chinese guy which he is islam...thn after 45 minutes after my exam start the class gets noisy...all the malay guys started making jokes and shit...abviously the chinese boys started talking to each other with 'COLOURFUL' words...which is kinda fun and teacher is enjoying it xD
few days ago i downloaded BLEACH's 2nd movie called DAIMOND DUST REBELLION....its way much nicer to watch thn the first movie which is kinda boring but its ending song is awesome!
i'm sweating in front of my laptop like a pig!
3 more days thn i will finish my mid year exam!!! WOOHOO!!!
and i bet on thrusday afternoon all the geeks online and its DOTA FEST!
right after exam is over...thn few more days its my borthday! xD hope my frens remember it =(
anyways...i finish my chinese papar 1 in just....5 minutes O.O cuz i just colour my nice empty answer paper with 40 dots HAHAHA
which is kinda bored cuz i finish way earlier thn my frens...so i started to talk to my frens which teacher don really mind cuz i'm talking to a chinese guy which he is islam...thn after 45 minutes after my exam start the class gets noisy...all the malay guys started making jokes and shit...abviously the chinese boys started talking to each other with 'COLOURFUL' words...which is kinda fun and teacher is enjoying it xD
few days ago i downloaded BLEACH's 2nd movie called DAIMOND DUST REBELLION....its way much nicer to watch thn the first movie which is kinda boring but its ending song is awesome!
i just watch FAST & FURIOS 4!!! its hacking awesome!!! if u haven watch it thn better do! if your not interested in cars thn watch it too =)
Friday, May 22, 2009
Normal Day just like any other
today i'm so tired
i got home at 1 something toss my bag on the floor and walk straight to my computer xD
today i am very very very unlucky cuz in my first 3 dota matches i get heroes tht i'm too good at...which of course causes me to loose like shit...
after tht my bestie ask me to 1v1 with him...which i was training new heroes and sometimes bullying him back xD
i've eating bread for the whole day
my lunch and my dinner....maybe even my supper O.O
still have 4 more exam days till freedom and my bday HAHAHAHAHAHA
today i just finish one of my worst subject(chinese) which i never write my essay which the full mark of the paper is 60 and the essay is 30 LOL
i spend my first 20 minutes writing bullshit tht i don really understand...
i was sleeping like a baby and suddenly my dicipline teacher aka MISS ONG aka my chinese teacher wake me up and never say anything...
i was thinking 'wat the fuck is her problem?wake me up for nothing...'
so i spend another 10 minute just looking at my question paper pretending i know wat on earth am i doing xD
*sigh...i staying over at my aunty's place bacause my parents is out of town for 2 days....i'll be staying there without my com and i'll be watching tv for...i dono how i will watch tv just to make time fly by...
i got home at 1 something toss my bag on the floor and walk straight to my computer xD
today i am very very very unlucky cuz in my first 3 dota matches i get heroes tht i'm too good at...which of course causes me to loose like shit...
after tht my bestie ask me to 1v1 with him...which i was training new heroes and sometimes bullying him back xD
i've eating bread for the whole day
my lunch and my dinner....maybe even my supper O.O
still have 4 more exam days till freedom and my bday HAHAHAHAHAHA
today i just finish one of my worst subject(chinese) which i never write my essay which the full mark of the paper is 60 and the essay is 30 LOL
i spend my first 20 minutes writing bullshit tht i don really understand...
i was sleeping like a baby and suddenly my dicipline teacher aka MISS ONG aka my chinese teacher wake me up and never say anything...
i was thinking 'wat the fuck is her problem?wake me up for nothing...'
so i spend another 10 minute just looking at my question paper pretending i know wat on earth am i doing xD
*sigh...i staying over at my aunty's place bacause my parents is out of town for 2 days....i'll be staying there without my com and i'll be watching tv for...i dono how i will watch tv just to make time fly by...
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Even i don understand myself
hmmm....i'm having my mid year exam but i'm not even scared about it like my other frens....which i don understand wats there to scared about...
the thing tht i don understand about myself is....why the hell am i not studying?i want to study but my body doesn't want to move =.= i'm still dota-ing like nothing happen....and i'm still blogging....
another thing tht i don understand about me is...why on f-ing earth am i shy to talk to girls?!
every time i got a chance i just blew my chances away which i will spend few days thinking how stupid and dumb i was......*sigh*
the thing tht i don understand about myself is....why the hell am i not studying?i want to study but my body doesn't want to move =.= i'm still dota-ing like nothing happen....and i'm still blogging....
another thing tht i don understand about me is...why on f-ing earth am i shy to talk to girls?!
every time i got a chance i just blew my chances away which i will spend few days thinking how stupid and dumb i was......*sigh*
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Exam Week!!!
i hate exams but who doesn't? haha
just finish my maths exam...paper2 i just sleep after half a hour of doing almost nothing =.=
sleep for so long whn i wake up and look at the clock its jujst 10mins!!!
everytime i want time to fly i just slowly past by but whn i want is to past by slowly it flies fast...*sigh*...
geogaphy folio's dead line is next friday! ARGHHH!!!
ionly started a few page...added a few more after skool because teacher made us stay back while everyone else gets to go home.......
this whole week is soooo boring...havent play dota for a few days...but at least this few days i've been msg-ing like crazy HAHAHAHA but most of it sending to the same girl lol
just finish my maths exam...paper2 i just sleep after half a hour of doing almost nothing =.=
sleep for so long whn i wake up and look at the clock its jujst 10mins!!!
everytime i want time to fly i just slowly past by but whn i want is to past by slowly it flies fast...*sigh*...
geogaphy folio's dead line is next friday! ARGHHH!!!
ionly started a few page...added a few more after skool because teacher made us stay back while everyone else gets to go home.......
this whole week is soooo boring...havent play dota for a few days...but at least this few days i've been msg-ing like crazy HAHAHAHA but most of it sending to the same girl lol
First time blogging
Most of my fren have blogs so i figured i try blogging too LoL
Its 5.30 in the morning....i can give 3 reasons for tht
1 i have skool and i need to prepare
2 my fren asked me to do something
3 looking for some dota match but failed =(
most likely i will update my blog in the morning or in the weekends...until my sister go back to college and i'm FREE from prison! LoL okayyy...maybe not as bad as prison but....its H-E-L-L!
hmmm...thts it for now i think haha
Its 5.30 in the morning....i can give 3 reasons for tht
1 i have skool and i need to prepare
2 my fren asked me to do something
3 looking for some dota match but failed =(
most likely i will update my blog in the morning or in the weekends...until my sister go back to college and i'm FREE from prison! LoL okayyy...maybe not as bad as prison but....its H-E-L-L!
hmmm...thts it for now i think haha
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