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Me and you are like getting further and further apart :\

I dont know why...but I just feel like you are treating me really coldly

I always saw your comments to other people so much different then the way you chat with me

the other day i skyped with my frens and they were asking me why i dont want to break up with you

And I told them I'll just wait and see how it goes along...

but honestly I dont want to make the same mistakes I did last time..breaking up then regreting

I really like you alot and if possible...I dont wanna let you go

Last time I always easily get jealous and angry...so i tried to change for you

Sometimes I still get a little bit jealous but I just acted like nothing happen

I dont know when can I see you again...I really really missed you

I finally understand how my dad feels

On the way to the hospital,me,sis and dad.

i forget how but my dad and sis started argue-ing

as usual and always i just keep quiet and llisten

my dad say my mum always stress cuz she asked us to do chores we always oso delay but we get it done

and my sister as always..defended me and told my dad what my mum told her the past few days

she say that I was always stressing her out but she was wrong

its all in her head only. she ask me to clean the wax on the floor I say wait but i still do it

and my mum told my sis that i was a good kid

just by knowing my mum say that i was a good kid i got so..erm happy? till i cried

cuz my parents are ALWAYS saying that i always never help out at home and always scold me

as usual my dad as always hard headed..

he just keep scolding say my mum stress cuz she saw my dad asking us to do thing and we delay, ending up my dad always angry

and i didnt know this...i always thought my dad cant sleep cuz its his personality

but when my sis and dad argueing in the car my dad opened up and tell alot things

but he was having financial problems...as a kid i dont know anything about it

but he said that he need to sell his properties and gold chain(from my grandfather) to support us

I've always hated him for I dont know what reason...But I never knew my dad was always this stress...he always cant sleep cuz his been thinking about ideas how to make his business grow bigger.

Maybe I dont want to go college and just start working my way up to be a chef..sure it will be hard to climb up but at least i can ease his burdens rite? maybe? I dont know..

my mum's surgery today is successful ^^

i was thinking i take a cab there by myself to visit her maybe tmr =)

Stop with the tears, wipe your eyes, clear your head. If he doesn't care, he's not worth all the pain.

Hello, its me again, Sam, to help Ryan blog here. Once again, dramas happened between me and his best friend. And he choose to leave this game, so, we're officially game over 1 month ago which is after a pool party to celebrate friend's and my belated birthday over classmate's house. To say the truth, I have no idea why did things turned out like this today. All i can say is, I do really love this boy eventho the feelings of him toward me has gone. I'm here to wish all the best for him, get a new girlfriend that knows him really well one day later and willing to treat him good like he's the most manja baby in the world and I'm satisfied. But right now, I really, don't know how to face this boy anymore. He can't just expect me to pretend like there's nothing happened and talk to him like usual. Stop telling me I'm just like your sister. I hate listening to this because you'll never know how much does it hurts me.

P.S : Ryan, you need to stay strong about the problems. Everything will be fine. You know what is it ;) I'm always here for you.

Haiz...i dont know what to do

Maybe I've been thinking too much lately
so i tried to start all over again with my gf =)
small talks and all those things...even just a small reply from her or a random comment i feel happy enough ^^

haiz...
samantha this few days not happy :\
cuz danny texted her when she is trying to forget him
she always help me thru my relationship or life probs..
but i cant even help her with just a small thing D:

Valentine's day is coming soon! ^^
hope she free on tht day ba
and...
also my mum's surgery...
she will be staying in the hospital on the 15th thn go for surgery on the 16th
i just hope tht the surgery go smoothly

going out to yumcha with WaiLeong! lols 2am now xD

so tired ahhhhhhhh...

i like to update my blog whn everyone think its dead ^.^
haha
cuz i'm always alone :\ i prefer typing out my feelings whn no one reading it hehe

this song describes me

So awkward...

Yesterday we went my aunt's house cuz my cousin going back to australia
Thn my sis bring her bf along lo...after my sis introed her bf to the family
thn my cousin KeeChong look at me for few secs..thn ask me 'your gf leh? har? at fb always see u in a relationship this this that that' OMG! ><
didnt know my cousins ntg to do at australia thn see my fb :\

Finally we chat for quite a long time ^^
thn b4 she went to do her hw she called me bibi
aww..my heart felt so warm hahahaha i know I'm weird
cuz because of tht 1word it makes me not as emo as i was
hahaha

p.s. I Love You Rachel <3

What a bad year :'(

so so many unlucky things happen this year
but i never got the chance to chat with u to tell u :\
i know your always busy and its kinda selfish asking this but...
can u teman me more? =(
i really really miss u..
its been so long since i chat with u properly..
always oso chat few mins only thn i gtg d

i just wish and pray tht my mum gets better..
hopefully she doesnt need surgery
its just the start of the year and all this things are happening..
*sigh*

I Miss You.....

this few weeks we didnt really chat as much as we used to
i know its not your fault. i know your busy with your hw and all =)
i know your trying very hard to get good results cuz u promised your bro and sis
but i feel so sad seeing u always tired everytime u come back from skool

i read your blog tht day..i'm guessing your saying your grandpa?
u are his granddaughter ma..let him celebrate together only lo....
maybe i don understand all this celebrating things cuz i never liked thm :\
just saying...

i miss the feeling of u being beside me and being able to hold u
miss it so much =(

actually i've been waiting for tht day to go out with u on the 14th de...
wait till so happy but u say cancel... tht time i'm actually really really sad D:

i get really really jealous about small things..i dont know why
i just tend to ignore it and never know about it
cuz i dont wanna lose u cuz of jealousy

sometimes whn i dont text u..cuz i sometimes dono wat to talk about
sorry =( don angry me about it k?

this song for u <3

i love u bibi =)

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Why do I always get jealous of stupid things?
hmmm...














If i love her...should I not be jealous or the other way round? :\

Rawr~!

I always deny that I have feelings you since the beginning

But now that I have you..

I don't have to hide my feelings anymore ^^

I LOVE YOU!!!