I Love You My Baby Girl

I wish I had a remote to control time

and click on friday

and click on tuesday again =)

SEOW

KAH

AI

I

LOVE

YOU

Is this the end of us?

I love you so much
but
I think its best to let you go
I cant stand seeing myself hurting u
I hate myself so much for betraying you tht time
I thank you for loving,caring and worrying for me
I remembered every moment whn I was with you
I remember wat u wore on the first day we met
I remember the places I see you
I remember the smell of your hair
I remember the feeling of holding your hand and the feeling of u holding my arm
I remember how your lips was like
I remember how you smile
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I love the way u play wit my fingers
I love the way u touch my hair
I love the way u merajuk and smile back at me
I love the way care for me
I love the way u squeez my hand whn your frigthen
I love everything about you
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Why cant u give me another chance?
Give me another chance to prove tht I'm a better guy
Give me the chance to treat u better
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I love you so much
Do you know tht?
Do you???

Cozs you stood by me and i'll stand by you♥

Hello ppls, Samantha here to help Ryan update his dead blog :) Anyway, I'm here to say thanks a lot to Ryan for pulling me back, cheering me up when i was dying and down. Thanks for the caring and loving. I love you but you know right, i love yr best friend more :D :D :D

Oh and you look much more better with yr new hair style, seriously♥. Alright, that's all for the post, chao! ;)

To Ryan

" I know im GAY .

But im Adorable . "

From Jacqueline ♥

"her" [bet u noe who] sure not me

to ryan poon

sometime u feel like love her so much!
sometime u feel like hate her so much!
sometime u feel like care her so much!
sometime u feel like miss her so much!
sometime u feel like thinking her so much!

if u love her tell out loud!
if u hate her tell out loud!
if u care her tell out loud!
if u miss her tell out loud!
if u thinking her tell out loud!

so tat all ppl noe how u feel^^

from nicole <3

First of i wanna say is...

SAMANTHA is stupid...

she didnt even know how to spell my name

2nd thing i wanna say is...

My life is very boring...

Gaming all day long

lose lose win win

3rd thing i wanna say is

I LOVE HER so much!!!!!

Poon Hong Yip is loser!

Sam (:

2 days without her

50 hours without her...

i miss her so much...

but some how life goes on =(

i dont know how am i suppose to survive without her any longer

i think i'm going crazy missing her

o and today is rach's bday^^

forget to wish her in the morning

so i wish just now haha

games are getting bored...cuz whneva i finish a game i usually chat wit my baby boo

but she's on a vacation

should be happy for her cuz i bet she's having a good time there =)

This is what she feels all the time

i dono wat to say...i...

all i can say is i'm sorry.......

maybe were not meant to be together

if we are we should be happy together and not crying

i finally felt how much it hurts whn someone u love did something u didnt expected

i really love u alot...but maybe we're not meant to be together after all

since form 1 till now i never shed tears until thos moment.......

i fealt the feeling u feel all the time from me......

all i ever wanted is to make u happy and be mine...

now tht chance is slowly fading away...

i don wanna hurt u no more...

but i don wanna stop loving u...

but i have to let u go...

i really dono if its the right choice...

all i know if i let u go...

its the last time i'm gonna hurt u...

i really love u alot =(

maybe dont forgive me is best

i'm apologize to her but she's ignoring me

maybe thts a good thing to do

maybe i should dissappear from her life

so i woulndn't hurt her anymore

maybe i shoulnd't have known her in the first place

maybe i shouldn't have ask zhao yee to intro me to her frens

maybe i shouldn't even come out to this world

my life now is tearing apart

i really love her but why am i hurting her?

the whole day i'm grieving but when she onlined

i didnt say anything

but instead asked my fren to tell her what i wanna say to her

maybe we should go our separate ways

maybe we're not meant to be together

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i'm speechless

the words tht i said

i didnt mean it

pls forgive me