Saturday, August 29, 2009

maybe dont forgive me is best

i'm apologize to her but she's ignoring me
maybe thts a good thing to do
maybe i should dissappear from her life
so i woulndn't hurt her anymore
maybe i shoulnd't have known her in the first place
maybe i shouldn't have ask zhao yee to intro me to her frens
maybe i shouldn't even come out to this world
my life now is tearing apart
i really love her but why am i hurting her?
the whole day i'm grieving but when she onlined
i didnt say anything
but instead asked my fren to tell her what i wanna say to her
maybe we should go our separate ways
maybe we're not meant to be together
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i'm speechless
the words tht i said
i didnt mean it
pls forgive me

I'm Sorry

Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back. I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
This time I think, I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
Every single day, I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried It's never too late to make it right Oh yeah
Sorry I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your soutonds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry



i never mean to hurt u at all...i was the one always easily angried whn being disturd...i didnt mean to say those words to u...i'm always the one hurting u...why? why? why?
i love u really much but y am i still hurting u?
hurting u and again...i'm sorry

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Jerk!

i got bored and decide to read her blog...as i was reading her 2nd blog i feel so so bad...i didnt know i was being a jerk to her...i just feel so sad...she was crying whn i was emo for no reason and i lied to her tht i was just jk on the next morning...
i'm really really sorry...plz forgive me =(

Thursday, August 20, 2009

1st time this month =D

i don even know whn i last update this blog
life's been busy and pmr is only 47 more days left...and no i'm not counting the days...i saw it on the board =)
i'll try...TRY my best to update this blog whneva i have the time
o btw i met HER today in ou...i thought i was the one panicing and shy till i'm speechless...but she's the one shy haha
whn i saw her heartbeat get faster and faster...hands suddenly feel cold so i out my hand in my pockets...or maybe i was nervous lol
anyways 1st time we met...didnt really go like wat i think it will...sad...
maybe i should practise more on talking to other girls lol

Friday, July 31, 2009

Thursday, June 18, 2009

1 week in skool after holidays

the first 2 days is HELL!!! 1 reason...cant wake up lol
used to sleep at 3 in the morning and waking up at mid day...
its been so long since a last update my blog haha sorry about tht =)
cant really think about anything to write now...i dont even know why but i suddenly no mood and it suck!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Helping ryan to update his blog
He spend most of his time in front of the com yet dun wan to update . Lazy .
He is lifeless now
Haha .
Someone (leng lui)
save him !
kah ming =)

Thursday, June 4, 2009


Hi, Samantha here :)
helping Ryan to update his blog.
xo.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I need songs =D

Without music life is shit...deep shit xD

anyways...i cant think of any songs to download anymore so i need your help to recommend me some songs

i found out this song but its kinda old

Jason Mraz - Geek in the pink

tell me any songs...english , chinese , tamil , any language xD

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Painful Bday Celebration!

its fun at the start bcuz i was in my frens house swimming/becoming a kid playing water xD
after a few hours jumping down from this high place it get boring and shit so my fres say we should go tto the big pool....my first expresion is : i cant swim in a big pool! its deep and i cant float!
but on the way walking there...i walk by this jakuzi(dono how to spell it) to cross to another side....i didnt know there was a steep place in there so i was like walking walking and sudenly i twisted my ankle and i was like scream F*ck F*ck F*ck but not out loud cuz other ppl are having a party lol
after awhile...i feel ok i can move but still can feel the pain a lil bit...
and whn we were at the first pool...we get bored and my fren Shawn say : 'hey danny...why dont we pull the chair in the pool...we can sit on it' and of course my crazy danny says ok...so we look around to see if there is any guard and we drag it in....after we drag it in...1 chair isn't enough....so we drag in another chair haha
thn whn were playing...thn sudddenly i saw this F*cked faced guy keep staring at us...don even know wats his F*cking sh*t problem....after half an hour or so he jump in the pool and swim...thn at tht point we got bored so we climb up this so called shade above our head and jump in the pool xD
was very fun but the water always enter my nose =(
so tht guy saw us jump so he climb up the thig to tryit for himself too...he was like standing there for so long...i dono how long...maybe 5-10 minutes looking around like a dumb ass he is thn he finally jump.....which i don really care....thn we headed to the big pool...i cant help but notice tht F*cked Faced guy was following us =.=
after tht we went up my frens house to get some towel to bath
whn we're at the changing room...danny's hyperness came back and he was shouting in the changing room for no reasons =.=
everybody outside can here him shouting which is embarasing so i closed the door haha
thn danny adjust the shower head just enough to spray the bathroom next to him...cuz there was only 2 bathroom and 2toilets in the changing room...
they started spraying each other and i dowan to get in the mess so i went out wit farhan's bro faizal....and he was playing danny's iphone...thn whn i went in again farhan was like : 'poon! look at wtf they did to the lights' abviously i looked up and the light were dripping wet =.=
after bathing finish we went up to farhan's house again to return the towel and we came down to have some pizza's at Domino's....while we're waiting i got bored so i buy a deck of cards...after a game of BIG 2 (cho dai di) i was the winner and so danny pushed all the cards at shawn and unluckily 1 of the card drop down.....and we cant reach it cuz it was between 2 wood planks...and abviously i was like scolding F*ck again and again to danny lol
after we finished the pizza we went up to farhan's house AGIAN but this time to play ps2 xD
it was like 10 minutes until danny's mum called and say she was downstairs so we all go down to domino's to wait for our parents (Shawn n' me)
after my parents came to fetch me straight to ampang to some korean restaurant to celebrate my bday...on the way there i changed in the car xD including my pants...
after we reach there my leg wasn't feeling as shitty as now (whn i'm typing this)
i hate bday songs and taking picture and my frens say i'm weird but i agree with it haha
after the first dish (chicken) here comes 2 more dishes....whn i look at it, it was all red...meaning its spicy...i hate spicy foods but they ordeered it....so i finish the chicken and nothing else left for me to it so i started sms-ing my frens....thn i heard my dad say : 'all he know is how to sms sms sms' and of course i 'dulan' him and get angry and luckily they didnt sing the dumb song i heard every year for the past 14 years....whn i get out the restaurant thn only i felt my ankle is about to break...it was so f*cking pain but i didnt weep like a baby =)
whn i reach home...the first thing i do is head for my bedroom haha luckily it was a condo so i don have to walk up the stairs...

and thts all i can remember about my shitty bday xD