"her" [bet u noe who] sure not me

to ryan poon

sometime u feel like love her so much!
sometime u feel like hate her so much!
sometime u feel like care her so much!
sometime u feel like miss her so much!
sometime u feel like thinking her so much!

if u love her tell out loud!
if u hate her tell out loud!
if u care her tell out loud!
if u miss her tell out loud!
if u thinking her tell out loud!

so tat all ppl noe how u feel^^

from nicole <3

First of i wanna say is...

SAMANTHA is stupid...

she didnt even know how to spell my name

2nd thing i wanna say is...

My life is very boring...

Gaming all day long

lose lose win win

3rd thing i wanna say is

I LOVE HER so much!!!!!

Poon Hong Yip is loser!

Sam (:

2 days without her

50 hours without her...

i miss her so much...

but some how life goes on =(

i dont know how am i suppose to survive without her any longer

i think i'm going crazy missing her

o and today is rach's bday^^

forget to wish her in the morning

so i wish just now haha

games are getting bored...cuz whneva i finish a game i usually chat wit my baby boo

but she's on a vacation

should be happy for her cuz i bet she's having a good time there =)

This is what she feels all the time

i dono wat to say...i...

all i can say is i'm sorry.......

maybe were not meant to be together

if we are we should be happy together and not crying

i finally felt how much it hurts whn someone u love did something u didnt expected

i really love u alot...but maybe we're not meant to be together after all

since form 1 till now i never shed tears until thos moment.......

i fealt the feeling u feel all the time from me......

all i ever wanted is to make u happy and be mine...

now tht chance is slowly fading away...

i don wanna hurt u no more...

but i don wanna stop loving u...

but i have to let u go...

i really dono if its the right choice...

all i know if i let u go...

its the last time i'm gonna hurt u...

i really love u alot =(

maybe dont forgive me is best

i'm apologize to her but she's ignoring me

maybe thts a good thing to do

maybe i should dissappear from her life

so i woulndn't hurt her anymore

maybe i shoulnd't have known her in the first place

maybe i shouldn't have ask zhao yee to intro me to her frens

maybe i shouldn't even come out to this world

my life now is tearing apart

i really love her but why am i hurting her?

the whole day i'm grieving but when she onlined

i didnt say anything

but instead asked my fren to tell her what i wanna say to her

maybe we should go our separate ways

maybe we're not meant to be together

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i'm speechless

the words tht i said

i didnt mean it

pls forgive me

I'm Sorry

Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back. I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
This time I think, I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
Every single day, I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried It's never too late to make it right Oh yeah
Sorry I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your soutonds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry



i never mean to hurt u at all...i was the one always easily angried whn being disturd...i didnt mean to say those words to u...i'm always the one hurting u...why? why? why?
i love u really much but y am i still hurting u?
hurting u and again...i'm sorry

Jerk!

i got bored and decide to read her blog...as i was reading her 2nd blog i feel so so bad...i didnt know i was being a jerk to her...i just feel so sad...she was crying whn i was emo for no reason and i lied to her tht i was just jk on the next morning...
i'm really really sorry...plz forgive me =(

1st time this month =D

i don even know whn i last update this blog
life's been busy and pmr is only 47 more days left...and no i'm not counting the days...i saw it on the board =)
i'll try...TRY my best to update this blog whneva i have the time
o btw i met HER today in ou...i thought i was the one panicing and shy till i'm speechless...but she's the one shy haha
whn i saw her heartbeat get faster and faster...hands suddenly feel cold so i out my hand in my pockets...or maybe i was nervous lol
anyways 1st time we met...didnt really go like wat i think it will...sad...
maybe i should practise more on talking to other girls lol

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