<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119</id><updated>2012-01-16T12:33:36.170-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Miserable Life</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' 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trying very hard to get good results cuz u promised your bro and sis&lt;br /&gt;but i feel so sad seeing u always tired everytime u come back from skool&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i read your blog tht day..i'm guessing your saying your grandpa?&lt;br /&gt;u are his granddaughter ma..let him celebrate together only lo....&lt;br /&gt;maybe i don understand all this celebrating things cuz i never liked thm :\ &lt;br /&gt;just saying...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i miss the feeling of u being beside me and being able to hold u&lt;br /&gt;miss it so much =(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;actually i've been waiting for tht day to go out with u on the 14th de...&lt;br /&gt;wait till so happy but u say cancel... tht time i'm actually really really sad D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i get really really jealous about small things..i dont know why&lt;br /&gt;i just tend to ignore it and never know about it&lt;br /&gt;cuz i dont wanna lose u cuz of jealousy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sometimes whn i dont text u..cuz i sometimes dono wat to talk about&lt;br /&gt;sorry =( don angry me about it k?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this song for u &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;iframe width="480" height="270" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/EDv7efxb4No?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowFullScreen=""&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love u bibi =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-982773314958619789?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/982773314958619789/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2012/01/i-miss-you.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/982773314958619789'/><link rel='self' 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jealous of stupid things?&lt;br /&gt;hmmm...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If i love her...should I not be jealous or the other way round? :\&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-7486268147274888833?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/7486268147274888833/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2011/12/blog-post.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/7486268147274888833'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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style="text-align: left;"&gt;I don't have to hide my feelings anymore ^^&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;I LOVE YOU!!!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-4833210826969294884?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/4833210826969294884/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2011/12/rawr.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/4833210826969294884'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/4833210826969294884'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2011/12/rawr.html' title='Rawr~!'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-8021045569546492310</id><published>2011-11-19T01:41:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-11-21T05:05:52.815-08:00</updated><title type='text'>♥♥</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;hi there.&lt;br /&gt;im helping my lazy bf to updated his blog.&lt;br /&gt;hehe! &lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;we have been together like 3 days d.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;this 3 days was like super awesome?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;HAHA! cant complain too much.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;he treat me toooooo good d. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="270" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/Eg3IVWk_Gb0?fs=1" width="480"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;this song quite nice.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;introduce by my bf. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;since my bf help me update a short post.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;so, i help him update a short post too.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;BLEKKKK! :P&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;X&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;xoxo,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;&amp;nbsp;girlfriend. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;Muackss! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody" ft="{&amp;quot;type&amp;quot;:3}"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-8021045569546492310?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/8021045569546492310/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2011/11/blog-post.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/8021045569546492310'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/8021045569546492310'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2011/11/blog-post.html' title='♥♥'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/Eg3IVWk_Gb0/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-4548882567037029494</id><published>2011-01-20T23:30:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-01-20T07:23:37.000-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Everything go wrongly since the starting and we shouldn't step out for the 1st step from the begining!</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;Her&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;e i αm once αgαin im torn into pieces , cαnt deny it &amp;amp; cαnt  pretend just thought you were the one . broken up , deep inside but you  wont see my teαrs i cry behind these hαzel eyes;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I'm giving up on loving you,I can't take the pain you've put me  through.Deep down I know the feelings will always be there...Maybe  someday you'll actually care..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;Nice one which i got from fb. So damn true D:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sam D:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-4548882567037029494?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/4548882567037029494/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2011/01/everything-go-wrongly-since-starting.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/4548882567037029494'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/4548882567037029494'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2011/01/everything-go-wrongly-since-starting.html' title='Everything go wrongly since the starting and we shouldn&apos;t step out for the 1st step from the begining!'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-6546067736447030309</id><published>2010-10-01T00:09:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-10-01T00:11:43.355-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Fuck Stalkers!!!</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;STOP STALKING MY DEAD BLOG!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;GO AWAY!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/TKWJe_V_24I/AAAAAAAAACY/6AG95CdyGUU/s1600/Phelan_FuckYou_72dpi_20cm.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 275px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/TKWJe_V_24I/AAAAAAAAACY/6AG95CdyGUU/s400/Phelan_FuckYou_72dpi_20cm.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5522971683532561282" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;I MOVED ON!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;SO FUCK OFF!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-6546067736447030309?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/6546067736447030309/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/10/fuck-stalkers.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/6546067736447030309'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/6546067736447030309'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/10/fuck-stalkers.html' title='Fuck Stalkers!!!'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/TKWJe_V_24I/AAAAAAAAACY/6AG95CdyGUU/s72-c/Phelan_FuckYou_72dpi_20cm.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-5219119610849215604</id><published>2010-06-17T17:35:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-17T17:44:47.142-07:00</updated><title type='text'>I Miss You So Much Kah Ai !</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Its the 3rd day you didnt really chat with me&lt;br /&gt;I feel so lonely without the one I love&lt;br /&gt;You were mad at me because i added alot of girls in facebook&lt;br /&gt;and i already deleted it&lt;br /&gt;but why are u still mad at me?&lt;br /&gt;is it because i talk to u fiercely on the phone???&lt;br /&gt;I remebered the last msg you sent to me before u were angry&lt;br /&gt;'awww. i love you'......everytime i remember it, it makes me so sad&lt;br /&gt;thinking why are u so angry at me?&lt;br /&gt;you're the girl i loved most in my life...i love you more thn anything&lt;br /&gt;i really do....but do you know? i always tell u this but i'm not sure u understand it&lt;br /&gt;whn i write this blog my keyboard is wet because of my tears...&lt;br /&gt;i didnt mean to talk to u so fiercely on the phone&lt;br /&gt;i'm relly sorry...i'm sorry....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;I Love You Seow Kah Ai...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-5219119610849215604?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/5219119610849215604/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/06/i-miss-you-so-much-kah-ai.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/5219119610849215604'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/5219119610849215604'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/06/i-miss-you-so-much-kah-ai.html' title='I Miss You So Much Kah Ai !'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-3541660778022487787</id><published>2010-05-26T11:02:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-05-26T11:12:28.020-07:00</updated><title type='text'>I Love You My Baby  Girl</title><content type='html'>I wish I had a remote to control time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;and click on friday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;and click on tuesday again =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;SEOW&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" &gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;KAH&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;AI&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 255, 255);font-size:180%;" &gt;I&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;LOVE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);"&gt;YOU&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/S_1jy06sQXI/AAAAAAAAACI/9p1bN8JHM0Q/s1600/i_love_you_10.gif"&gt;&lt;img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 309px; height: 349px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/S_1jy06sQXI/AAAAAAAAACI/9p1bN8JHM0Q/s400/i_love_you_10.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475642446801813874" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-3541660778022487787?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/3541660778022487787/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/05/i-love-you-my-baby-girl.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/3541660778022487787'/><link rel='self' 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width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-6451730015388256328</id><published>2010-05-20T07:13:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-05-20T07:28:36.146-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Is this the end of us?</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I love you so much&lt;br /&gt;but&lt;br /&gt;I think its best to let you go&lt;br /&gt;I cant stand seeing myself hurting u&lt;br /&gt;I hate myself so much for betraying you tht time&lt;br /&gt;I thank you for loving,caring and worrying for me&lt;br /&gt;I remembered every moment whn I was with you&lt;br /&gt;I remember wat u wore on the first day we met&lt;br /&gt;I remember the places I see you&lt;br /&gt;I remember the smell of your hair&lt;br /&gt;I remember the feeling of holding your hand and the feeling of u holding my arm&lt;br /&gt;I remember how your lips was like&lt;br /&gt;I remember how you smile&lt;br /&gt;.................&lt;br /&gt;I love the way u play wit my fingers&lt;br /&gt;I love the way u touch my hair&lt;br /&gt;I love the way u merajuk and smile back at me&lt;br /&gt;I love the way care for me&lt;br /&gt;I love the way u squeez my hand whn your frigthen&lt;br /&gt;I love everything about you&lt;br /&gt;...........&lt;br /&gt;Why cant u give me another chance?&lt;br /&gt;Give me another chance to prove tht I'm a better guy&lt;br /&gt;Give me the chance to treat u better&lt;br /&gt;......&lt;br /&gt;I love you so much&lt;br /&gt;Do you know tht?&lt;br /&gt;Do you???&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-6451730015388256328?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/6451730015388256328/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/05/is-this-end-of-us.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/6451730015388256328'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/6451730015388256328'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/05/is-this-end-of-us.html' title='Is this the end of us?'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-1412689053972379497</id><published>2010-05-01T13:56:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-05-01T23:35:06.132-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Cozs you stood by me and i'll stand by you♥</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Hello ppls, Samantha here to help Ryan update his dead blog :) Anyway, I'm here to say thanks a lot to Ryan for pulling me back, cheering me up when i was dying and down. Thanks for the caring and loving. I love you but you know right, i love yr best friend more :D :D :D &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Oh and you look much more better with yr new hair style, seriously♥.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;Alright, that's all for the post, chao! ;)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-1412689053972379497?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/1412689053972379497/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/04/cozs-you-stood-by-me-and-ill-stand-by.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/1412689053972379497'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/1412689053972379497'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/04/cozs-you-stood-by-me-and-ill-stand-by.html' title='Cozs you stood by me and i&apos;ll stand by you♥'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-1325340823537117707</id><published>2010-03-15T19:27:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-03-15T19:32:42.845-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;To Ryan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;" I know im &lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FFCCCC;"&gt;GAY &lt;/span&gt;.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;But im &lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FF6666;"&gt;Adorable &lt;/span&gt;. "&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;From Jacqueline &lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; font-style: normal; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#FF0000;"&gt;♥&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-1325340823537117707?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/1325340823537117707/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/03/to-ryan-i-know-im-gay.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/1325340823537117707'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/1325340823537117707'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/03/to-ryan-i-know-im-gay.html' title=''/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-3633567207705157450</id><published>2010-02-24T03:07:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-02-24T03:19:30.125-08:00</updated><title type='text'>"her" [bet u noe who] sure not me</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;to ryan poon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;sometime u feel like &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;love&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt; her so much!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;sometime u feel like &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;hate&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt; her so much!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;sometime u feel like &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;care&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;/span&gt;her so much!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;sometime u feel like &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;miss&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt; her so much!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;sometime u feel like &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;thinking&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt; her so much!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;if u &lt;/span&gt; &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;love&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; her tell out loud!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;if u &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;hate &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;her tell out loud!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;if u &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;care &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;her tell out loud!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;if u &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;miss &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;her tell out loud! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;if u &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;thinking &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;her tell out loud!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6633ff;"&gt;so tat all ppl noe how u feel^^&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff9900;"&gt;from nicole &lt;3&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-3633567207705157450?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/3633567207705157450/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/02/to-ryan-poon-sometime-u-feel-like-love.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/3633567207705157450'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/3633567207705157450'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2010/02/to-ryan-poon-sometime-u-feel-like-love.html' title='&quot;her&quot; [bet u noe who] sure not me'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-7378935690710123029</id><published>2009-11-14T16:35:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-14T16:40:20.052-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="left"&gt;First of i wanna say is...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;SAMANTHA  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;is stupid...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;she didnt even know how to spell my name &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;2nd thing i wanna say is...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;My life is very boring...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Gaming all day long &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;lose lose win win&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;3rd thing i wanna say is&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;color:#cc0000;"&gt;I&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;LOVE &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;HER&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;color:#000000;"&gt;  so much!!!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-7378935690710123029?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link 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src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-2593882480532917999</id><published>2009-11-05T03:30:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-04T11:37:03.254-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;P&lt;/span&gt;o&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;o&lt;/span&gt;n H&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;o&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc66cc;"&gt;n&lt;/span&gt;g &lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;Y&lt;/span&gt;i&lt;span style="color:#ff99ff;"&gt;p&lt;/span&gt; is &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;l&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;o&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffcc00;"&gt;s&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;e&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;r&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#666600;"&gt;!&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Sam (:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-2593882480532917999?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/2593882480532917999/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/11/p-o-o-n-h-o-n-g-y-i-p-is-l-o-s-e-r-sam.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/2593882480532917999'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/2593882480532917999'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/11/p-o-o-n-h-o-n-g-y-i-p-is-l-o-s-e-r-sam.html' title=''/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-8095636071476588733</id><published>2009-09-22T01:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-22T01:13:21.296-07:00</updated><title type='text'>2 days without her</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;50 hours without her...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i miss her so much...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;but some how life goes on =(&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i dont know how am i suppose to survive without her any longer&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i think i'm going crazy missing her&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;o and today is rach's bday^^&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;forget to wish her in the morning&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;so i wish just now haha&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;games are getting bored...cuz whneva i finish a game i usually chat wit my baby boo&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;but she's on a vacation&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;should be happy for her cuz i bet she's having a good time there =)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-8095636071476588733?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/8095636071476588733/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/09/2-days-without-her.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/8095636071476588733'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/8095636071476588733'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/09/2-days-without-her.html' title='2 days without her'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-6940821286979530226</id><published>2009-09-10T11:15:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-10T11:24:46.988-07:00</updated><title type='text'>This is what she feels all the time</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;i dono wat to say...i...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;all i can say is i'm sorry.......&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;maybe were not meant to be together&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;if we are we should be happy together and not crying&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i finally felt how much it hurts whn someone u love did something u didnt expected&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i really love u alot...but maybe we're not meant to be together after all&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;since form 1 till now i never shed tears until thos moment.......&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i fealt the feeling u feel all the time from me......&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;all i ever wanted is to make u happy and be mine...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;now tht chance is slowly fading away...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i don wanna hurt u no more...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;but i don wanna stop loving u...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;but i have to let u go...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i really dono if its the right choice...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;all i know if i let u go...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;its the last time i'm gonna hurt u...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i really love u alot =( &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-6940821286979530226?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/6940821286979530226/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/09/this-is-what-she-feels-all-time.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/6940821286979530226'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/6940821286979530226'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/09/this-is-what-she-feels-all-time.html' title='This is what she feels all the time'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-5346618002021967920</id><published>2009-08-29T03:36:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-08-29T03:46:45.008-07:00</updated><title type='text'>maybe dont forgive me is best</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;i'm apologize to her but she's ignoring me&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;maybe thts a good thing to do&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;maybe i should dissappear from her life&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;so i woulndn't hurt her anymore&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;maybe i shoulnd't have known her in the first place&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;maybe i shouldn't have ask zhao yee to intro me to her frens&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;maybe i shouldn't even come out to this world&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;my life now is tearing apart&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i really love her but why am i hurting her?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;the whole day i'm grieving but when she onlined&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i didnt say anything&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;but instead asked my fren to tell her what i wanna say to her&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;maybe we should go our separate ways&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;maybe we're not meant to be together&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;......................&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;.....................&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;....................&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;...................&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;...................&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i'm speechless&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;the words tht i said &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;i didnt mean it&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;pls forgive me &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-5346618002021967920?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/5346618002021967920/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/08/maybe-dont-forgive-me-is-best.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' 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Sorry</title><content type='html'>Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die&lt;br /&gt;I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back. I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry&lt;br /&gt;This time I think, I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die&lt;br /&gt;I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry&lt;br /&gt;Every single day, I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried It's never too late to make it right Oh yeah&lt;br /&gt;Sorry I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know, I cant take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your soutonds And baby, the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i never mean to hurt u at all...i was the one always easily angried whn being disturd...i didnt mean to say those words to u...i'm always the one hurting u...why? why? why?&lt;br /&gt;i love u really much but y am i still hurting u?&lt;br /&gt;hurting u and again...i'm sorry&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-7377274213080159571?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/7377274213080159571/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/08/im-sorry.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/7377274213080159571'/><link 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sad...she was crying whn i was emo for no reason and i lied to her tht i was just jk on the next morning...&lt;br /&gt;i'm really really sorry...plz forgive me =(&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-9127844574313153083?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/9127844574313153083/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/08/jerk.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/9127844574313153083'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/9127844574313153083'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/08/jerk.html' title='Jerk!'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-8156980462948878206</id><published>2009-08-20T07:47:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-08-20T07:56:14.124-07:00</updated><title type='text'>1st time this month =D</title><content type='html'>i don even know whn i last update this blog&lt;br /&gt;life's been busy and pmr is only 47 more days left...and no i'm not counting the days...i saw it on the board =)&lt;br /&gt;i'll try...TRY my best to update this blog whneva i have the time&lt;br /&gt;o btw i met HER today in ou...i thought i was the one panicing and shy till i'm speechless...but she's the one shy haha&lt;br /&gt;whn i saw her heartbeat get faster and faster...hands suddenly feel cold so i out my hand in my pockets...or maybe i was nervous lol&lt;br /&gt;anyways  1st time we met...didnt really go like wat i think it will...sad...&lt;br /&gt;maybe i should practise more on talking to other girls lol&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-8156980462948878206?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/8156980462948878206/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/08/1st-time-this-month-d.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' 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href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/07/updated.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/1527897940363554496'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/1527897940363554496'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/07/updated.html' title='updated'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-6490794107208093390</id><published>2009-06-18T05:10:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-06-18T05:17:28.611-07:00</updated><title type='text'>1 week in skool after holidays</title><content type='html'>the first 2 days is HELL!!! 1 reason...cant wake up lol&lt;br /&gt;used to sleep at 3 in the morning and waking up at mid day...&lt;br /&gt;its been so long since a last update my blog haha sorry about tht =)&lt;br /&gt;cant really think about anything to write now...i dont even know why but i suddenly no mood and it suck!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-6490794107208093390?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-1882177709675146449</id><published>2009-06-11T23:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-06-11T23:30:31.631-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#00cccc;"&gt;Helping ryan to update his blog&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#006600;"&gt;He spend most of his time in front of the com yet dun wan to update . Lazy&lt;/span&gt; .&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33ccff;"&gt;He is lifeless now&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Haha . &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc0000;"&gt;Someone (leng lui)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;save him !&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;kah ming =)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-1882177709675146449?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/1882177709675146449/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' 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src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-1150933182516753740</id><published>2009-06-03T13:36:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-06-02T22:40:12.402-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiYMPr7E6pI/AAAAAAAAACA/2DwHldlR-AQ/s1600-h/z170477468.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5342971471549754002" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 239px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiYMPr7E6pI/AAAAAAAAACA/2DwHldlR-AQ/s400/z170477468.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Hi, Samantha here :)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;helping Ryan to update his blog.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div 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download anymore so i need your help to recommend me some songs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i found out this song but its kinda old&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jason Mraz - Geek in the pink&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-4568acc22be7eccf" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"&gt;&lt;param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v6.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D4568acc22be7eccf%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1329867918%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D43F79C3ED777006909F8142042C378CBBFEEAADB.14C8EEE6F2DC28D9140DA64356C1A03ADEBA1622%26key%3Dck1&amp;amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D4568acc22be7eccf%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DQipOv2XmiyTXNCv1uwrRPv9Roqs&amp;amp;autoplay=0&amp;amp;ps=blogger"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v6.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D4568acc22be7eccf%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1329867918%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D43F79C3ED777006909F8142042C378CBBFEEAADB.14C8EEE6F2DC28D9140DA64356C1A03ADEBA1622%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D4568acc22be7eccf%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DQipOv2XmiyTXNCv1uwrRPv9Roqs&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;tell me any songs...english , chinese , tamil , any language xD&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-1890488871625536320?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='enclosure' type='video/mp4' 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rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-926253879625307628</id><published>2009-06-01T20:27:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-06-01T21:00:21.786-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Painful Bday Celebration!</title><content type='html'>its fun at the start bcuz i was in my frens house swimming/becoming a kid playing water xD&lt;br /&gt;after a few hours jumping down from this high place it get boring and shit so my fres say we should go tto the big pool....my first expresion is : i cant swim in a big pool! its deep and i cant float!&lt;br /&gt;but on the way walking there...i walk by this jakuzi(dono how to spell it) to cross to another side....i didnt know there was a steep place in there so i was like walking walking and sudenly i twisted my ankle and i was like scream F*ck F*ck F*ck but not out loud cuz other ppl are having a party lol&lt;br /&gt;after awhile...i feel ok i can move but still can feel the pain a lil bit...&lt;br /&gt;and whn we were at the first pool...we get bored and my fren Shawn say : 'hey danny...why dont we pull the chair in the pool...we can sit on it' and of course my crazy danny says ok...so we look around to see if there is any guard and we drag it in....after we drag it in...1 chair isn't enough....so we drag in another chair haha&lt;br /&gt;thn whn were playing...thn sudddenly i saw this F*cked  faced guy keep staring at us...don even know wats his F*cking sh*t problem....after half an hour or so he jump in the pool and swim...thn at tht point we got bored so we climb up this so called shade above our head and jump in the pool xD&lt;br /&gt;was very fun but the water always enter my nose =(&lt;br /&gt;so tht guy saw us jump so he climb up the thig to tryit for himself too...he was like standing there for so long...i dono how long...maybe 5-10 minutes looking around like a dumb ass he is thn he finally jump.....which i don really care....thn we headed to the big pool...i cant help but notice tht F*cked Faced guy was following us =.=&lt;br /&gt;after tht we went up my frens house to get some towel to bath&lt;br /&gt;whn we're at the changing room...danny's hyperness came back and he was shouting in the changing room for no reasons =.=&lt;br /&gt;everybody outside can here him shouting which is embarasing so i closed the door haha&lt;br /&gt;thn danny adjust the shower head just enough to spray the bathroom next to him...cuz there was only 2 bathroom and 2toilets in the changing room...&lt;br /&gt;they started spraying each other and i dowan to get in the mess so i went out wit farhan's bro faizal....and he was playing danny's iphone...thn whn i went in again farhan was like : 'poon! look at wtf they did to the lights' abviously i looked up and the light were dripping wet =.=&lt;br /&gt;after bathing finish we went up to farhan's house again to return the towel and we came down to have some pizza's at Domino's....while we're waiting i got bored so i buy a deck of cards...after a game of BIG 2 (cho dai di) i was the winner and so danny pushed all the cards at shawn and unluckily 1 of the card drop down.....and we cant reach it cuz it was between 2 wood planks...and abviously i was like scolding F*ck again and again to danny lol&lt;br /&gt;after we finished the pizza we went up to farhan's house AGIAN but this time to play ps2 xD&lt;br /&gt;it was like 10 minutes until danny's mum called and say she was downstairs so we all go down to domino's to wait for our parents (Shawn n' me)&lt;br /&gt;after my parents came to fetch me straight to ampang to some korean restaurant to celebrate my bday...on the way there i changed in the car xD including my pants...&lt;br /&gt;after we reach there my leg wasn't feeling as shitty as now (whn i'm typing this)&lt;br /&gt;i hate bday songs and taking picture and my frens say i'm weird but i agree with it haha&lt;br /&gt;after the first dish (chicken) here comes 2 more dishes....whn i look at it, it was all red...meaning its spicy...i hate spicy foods but they ordeered it....so i finish the chicken and nothing else left for me to it so i started sms-ing my frens....thn i heard my dad say : 'all he know is how to sms sms sms' and of course i 'dulan' him and get angry and luckily they didnt sing the dumb song i heard every year for the past 14 years....whn i get out the restaurant thn only i felt my ankle is about to break...it was so f*cking pain but i didnt weep like a baby =)&lt;br /&gt;whn i reach home...the first thing i do is head for my bedroom haha luckily it was a condo so i don have to walk up the stairs...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and thts all i can remember about my shitty bday xD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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Celebration!'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-8761281382058325636</id><published>2009-05-31T18:32:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-31T18:41:49.462-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Part 2 canceled =(</title><content type='html'>i was suppose to ponteng skool on friday too buy due to some dumb b*tch who told teacher she saw me i get all angry and didnt want to go skool....or maybe i was scared =&lt;br /&gt;anyways...today i ma bday xD&lt;br /&gt;and yesterday i just watched TERMINATOR SALVATION...its f*cking awesome!!!&lt;br /&gt;and u get too see the old terminator (arnold schwarzenegger) for a couple of minute near the end of the movie haha&lt;br /&gt;i bet xin ning love his body xD muscle man!&lt;br /&gt;anyways....i've made a new acc in GG...so add me at Mcc00ff0000D ....all the zeroes are for the colour...don get freaked out if u see same McD pplz but wit differen colour...those are my fren haha danny and me wanted to make a clan named [McD] lol and i choose my name to be [McD]Nugget HAHAHAHAHA such a nice name...thn after i created tht acc thn thn say i wanna change name....i was like thinking...WTF?! but luckily i have i dono how many emails i got...more thn 8 i think haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thts it for now and i'll update this evening whn i got home =) byebye&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-8761281382058325636?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-6376767720073522737</id><published>2009-05-27T16:47:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-27T18:10:46.897-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Ponteng Skool part 1</title><content type='html'>hmmmmm&lt;br /&gt;i dono why did i ponteng skool today...maybe its bcuz my fren, daniel, ask me to....but i'm already gonna ponteng my skool tmr cuz my skool is having a celebration for teacher's day....which i don really give shit about my teachers...&lt;br /&gt;i'm sweating like a pig cuz i took a long way to come to this cc (QUAS) instead of taking a shortcut by climbing a tall wall haha&lt;br /&gt;i been msg my fren so many times but she didnt reply...starting to make me worried aboput her LOL&lt;br /&gt;today is my last day of exam but i'm having holidays wqay earlier thn my other frens xD&lt;br /&gt;o and my bday is coming soon!!! woohooo!!!&lt;br /&gt;i planned to go out wit this chick on my bday...and its my first time asking the girl i like to go out =.= kinda akward if i go alone on my first time...so i asked my best fren to teman me LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;1 hour later&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is my saddest day of my dota history...becoming dog food for ppl HAHAHAHAHA&lt;br /&gt;kinda bored....always playing dota =(&lt;br /&gt;anywayz...i wanna continue my dota so i'll update u guys tmr^^ bye bye&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-6376767720073522737?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/6376767720073522737/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-7350814026465732749</id><published>2009-05-25T02:45:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-25T03:47:20.225-07:00</updated><title type='text'>HOT! HOT! HOT!</title><content type='html'>As all of u guys know...our tiny wittle earth is having a global warming. so plz just stop using your aircond...its the least u could do!&lt;br /&gt;i'm sweating in front of my laptop like a pig!&lt;br /&gt;3 more days thn i will finish my mid year exam!!! WOOHOO!!!&lt;br /&gt;and i bet on thrusday afternoon all the geeks online and its DOTA FEST!&lt;br /&gt;right after exam is over...thn few more days its my borthday! xD hope my frens remember it =(&lt;br /&gt;anyways...i finish my chinese papar 1 in just....5 minutes O.O cuz i just colour my nice empty answer paper with 40 dots HAHAHA&lt;br /&gt;which is kinda bored cuz i finish way earlier thn my frens...so i started to talk to my frens which teacher don really mind cuz i'm talking to a chinese guy which he is islam...thn after 45 minutes after my exam start the class gets noisy...all the malay guys started making jokes and shit...abviously the chinese boys started talking to each other with 'COLOURFUL' words...which is kinda fun and teacher is enjoying it xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;few days ago i downloaded BLEACH's 2nd movie called DAIMOND DUST REBELLION....its way much nicer to watch thn the first movie which is kinda boring but its ending song is awesome!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;object width="322" height="282" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-61058dcf9ef2ef12" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"&gt;&lt;param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v21.nonxt5.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D61058dcf9ef2ef12%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1329867918%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D6ABD028C987294FD2E2F21F35B7963D86EA98DB2.57E86C9193EE0D59BB94881DEE34197B2123B37E%26key%3Dck1&amp;amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D61058dcf9ef2ef12%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DtbI4V0Ot1rtManRV83O49JtJNPM&amp;amp;autoplay=0&amp;amp;ps=blogger"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="322" height="282" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v21.nonxt5.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D61058dcf9ef2ef12%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1329867918%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D6ABD028C987294FD2E2F21F35B7963D86EA98DB2.57E86C9193EE0D59BB94881DEE34197B2123B37E%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3D61058dcf9ef2ef12%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DtbI4V0Ot1rtManRV83O49JtJNPM&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;i just watch FAST &amp;amp; FURIOS 4!!! its hacking awesome!!! if u haven watch it thn better do! if your not interested in cars thn watch it too =)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-7350814026465732749?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='enclosure' type='video/mp4' href='http://www.blogger.com/video-play.mp4?contentId=61058dcf9ef2ef12&amp;type=video%2Fmp4' length='0'/><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/7350814026465732749/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/05/hot-hot-hot.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/7350814026465732749'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/7350814026465732749'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/05/hot-hot-hot.html' title='HOT! HOT! HOT!'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-9067387039361462235</id><published>2009-05-22T05:58:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-22T06:15:28.091-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Normal Day just like any other</title><content type='html'>today i'm so tired&lt;br /&gt;i got home at 1 something toss my bag on the floor and walk straight to my computer xD&lt;br /&gt;today i am very very very unlucky cuz in my first 3 dota matches i get heroes tht i'm too good at...which of course causes me to loose like shit...&lt;br /&gt;after tht my bestie ask me to 1v1 with him...which i was training new heroes and sometimes bullying him back xD&lt;br /&gt;i've eating bread for the whole day&lt;br /&gt;my lunch and my dinner....maybe even my supper O.O&lt;br /&gt;still have 4 more exam days till freedom and my bday HAHAHAHAHAHA&lt;br /&gt;today i just finish one of my worst subject(chinese) which i never write my essay which the full mark of the paper is 60 and the essay is 30 LOL&lt;br /&gt;i spend my first 20 minutes writing bullshit tht i don really understand...&lt;br /&gt;i was sleeping like a baby and suddenly my dicipline teacher aka MISS ONG aka my chinese teacher wake me up and never say anything...&lt;br /&gt;i was thinking 'wat the fuck is her problem?wake me up for nothing...'&lt;br /&gt;so i spend another 10 minute just looking at my question paper pretending i know wat on earth am i doing xD&lt;br /&gt;*sigh...i staying over at my aunty's place bacause my parents is out of town for 2 days....i'll be staying there without my com and i'll be watching tv for...i dono how i will watch tv just to make time fly by...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-9067387039361462235?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/9067387039361462235/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/05/normal-day-just-like-any-other.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/9067387039361462235'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/9067387039361462235'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/05/normal-day-just-like-any-other.html' title='Normal Day just like any other'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-4986543376347490875</id><published>2009-05-21T06:35:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-21T06:41:27.543-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Even i don understand myself</title><content type='html'>hmmm....i'm having my mid year exam but i'm not even scared about it like my other frens....which i don understand wats there to scared about...&lt;br /&gt;the thing tht i don understand about myself is....why the hell am i not studying?i want to study but my body doesn't want to move =.= i'm still dota-ing like nothing happen....and i'm still blogging....&lt;br /&gt;another thing tht i don understand about me is...why on f-ing earth am i shy to talk to girls?!&lt;br /&gt;every time i got a chance i just blew my chances away which i will spend few days thinking how stupid and dumb i was......*sigh*&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-4986543376347490875?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/4986543376347490875/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/05/even-i-don-understand-myself.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/4986543376347490875'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/4986543376347490875'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/05/even-i-don-understand-myself.html' title='Even i don understand myself'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-1904887904465412501</id><published>2009-05-20T03:27:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-20T03:38:35.784-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Exam Week!!!</title><content type='html'>i hate exams but who doesn't? haha&lt;br /&gt;just finish my maths exam...paper2 i just sleep after half a hour of doing almost nothing =.=&lt;br /&gt;sleep for so long whn i wake up and look at the clock its jujst 10mins!!!&lt;br /&gt;everytime i want time to fly i just slowly past by but whn i want is to past by slowly it flies fast...*sigh*...&lt;br /&gt;geogaphy folio's dead line is next friday! ARGHHH!!!&lt;br /&gt;ionly started a few page...added a few more after skool because teacher made us stay back while everyone else gets to go home.......&lt;br /&gt;this whole week is soooo boring...havent play dota for a few days...but at least this few days i've been msg-ing like crazy HAHAHAHA but most of it sending to the same girl lol&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-1904887904465412501?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/1904887904465412501/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/05/exam-week.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/1904887904465412501'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/1904887904465412501'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/05/exam-week.html' title='Exam Week!!!'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3756877219506591119.post-457913760345560354</id><published>2009-05-19T14:25:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-19T14:39:14.099-07:00</updated><title type='text'>First time blogging</title><content type='html'>Most of my fren have blogs so i figured i try blogging too LoL&lt;br /&gt;Its 5.30 in the morning....i can give 3 reasons for tht&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1   i have skool and i need to prepare&lt;br /&gt;2   my fren asked me to do something&lt;br /&gt;3   looking for some dota match but failed =(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;most likely i will update my blog in the morning or in the weekends...until my sister go back to college and i'm FREE from prison! LoL okayyy...maybe not as bad as prison but....its H-E-L-L!&lt;br /&gt;hmmm...thts it for now i think haha&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3756877219506591119-457913760345560354?l=ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/feeds/457913760345560354/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/05/first-time-blogging.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/457913760345560354'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3756877219506591119/posts/default/457913760345560354'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ryansmiserablelife.blogspot.com/2009/05/first-time-blogging.html' title='First time blogging'/><author><name>deathangel2142</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14648770511587738201</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='29' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MjuNteqXNa4/SiVOyR-Ei9I/AAAAAAAAABM/ClLUr0BuqNI/S220/Alone.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
